Don't know why...

I'm not comfortable with the condition of my belly right now.

Since last night, i don't what's wrong.

If salah makan pun maybe not coz dorang yang lain ok saja their tummy.

Then this afternoon i started to feel abit pain behind my back like menstrual pain.

But not that bad.

Pain in my belly that i felt is like you wanna go and poo or cirit birit but teda juga apa2 la.

My aunt told me that my baby wanna come out already and she asked me to count the jarak masa time2 sa rasa the pain but i dunno how.

Is that the sign that in a few days i will deliver already?

Takut!!

Baby already 36 weeks + 2days now.

My stuff to bring to the hospital not yet done, only halfway.

But baby's stuff already packed.

Sudah la i always feel uncomfortable kan, ney is giving me a hard time again!

tekanan tekanan.

*sigh*

Hopefully everything is going to be okay.

finally

full body.....

baby pls come out fastttt heheheee

picture 8month plus

33 weeks

No head picture hahaa....small belly kan.

baby probably small size.

easy to give birth ;p hahaaa

"Capri"

She’s got a baby inside
And holds her belly tight
All through the night
Just so she knows
She’s sleeping so
Safely to keep
Her growing
And oh when she'll open her eyes
There'll be no surprise
That she'll grow to be
So beautifully
Just like her mother
That’s carrying
Oh Capri
She’s beauty
Baby inside she’s loving
Oh Capri
She’s beauty
There is and angel growin’ peacefully
Oh Capri
Sweet baby
And things will be hard at times
But I've learned to try
Just listening
Patiently, oh Capri
Sweet baby
Oh Capri
She’s beauty
Baby inside she’s loving
Oh Capri
Your beauty
Just like your mother
That’s carrying...Oh Capri...

I cannot tahan already!

Its like i've been pregnant FOREVER!!

I can't wait anymore.

I am too tired already of waiting this and that especially this pregnancy.

51 days to go.... this is crazy!

I don't want to be far away from ney espacially during this difficult times but there's nothing i can do.

All i want right now is time goes by fast!!!

One more thing that i'm concern is about the H1N1 here in kgau.

I think it is worst than kk.

Just thinking of going to clinic for review also i am scared and worry then i have to think about deliver time at the hospital where the viruses all over that place...

huh so so so worried!!!

Here i am

I am back from Tawau already and from short holiday at Kgau.

Now i'm in kk for a week only just to do some shopping for baby's stuff then this saturday i'll be going back to kgau again.

Why?

Because i planned to do all my antenatal review there because less busy and easier and second i planned to deliver there and third ney does not feel good with me staying too long at my aunt house here in kk.

segan.

Yesterday was my birthday. Nothing interesting actually. ney is not here with me. malas!

Now i am 31 weeks + pregnant.

Nervous.